I can't seem to catch a break with you

I just don't get it I guess. We made plans months in advance... but I can't really say anything to you because well you were going to pay for it, so I don't really have a right to fight for alone time. It just seems so messed in my head. What a waste for me to take time off. I should've known it would fall through. You're kind of a push over with your family, did you know that? You kind of let them control your life..... but, whatever, that's your life and this is just my opinion. Can't you see how I can't do this? You live in one bedroom apartment, nobody sleeps in your room, you don't sleep in your room, and you want me to sleep in your living room with your brother, sister in law, and their children. Really? I just don't even know what to say to you. I'm sure you get it, but you won't care. I'm sure any minute I'll get the "I'm sorry you feel that way, you're still invited if you change your mind" text. HA! I so called that. You really sent me that. I absolutely hate you right now. I don't want anything to do with you right now.... I'm sorry if you're upset over this I'm just ranting and it really means nothing... just upset, that's all.