Can't Sleep-Too Worried

I have been awake and exhausted trying to get ahold of you for the past several hours. I know your phone is working, and it's still charged, cause if it wasn't then it wouldn't ring so much when I call you. I need a text, or a phone call, or an IM, something to know you're okay. I called the cops, hoping they could help. Whoever was on the line was a complete douche bag, I want you to know that.... you better wake up and be okay when they come by. And you really better get back to me, because I'm really freaking out right now. I need to know you're okay. My anxiety is off the freakin charts right now. I can even get in touch with your sister to see if she can get ahold of you or check on you. Why don't we have emergency contacts? We live alone, you're older and at an age where you should start to worry about this kind of stuff. No offense. I'm really just panicking right now, you mean the world to me, and I'm worried about losing you. I can't lose you, you mean too much to me to let go right now or ever. Please get in touch with me. I'm not going to stop trying until I hear from you. You know I'm stubborn enough to do that, I mean, I did call the cops for gods sake. I can't slow my heart rate down now... please Michael.... please be okay. I need you to be okay. I love you.